I’ve been married for 10 years, but we’ve been together for a total of 19 years. My husband does not see how he hurts me, a few weeks ago he told me we was going to commit suicide and would not live to see 40 and a couple of nights ago he came home drunk and I told him I was worried about his behavior and I thought he should get treatment. He told me to get the f-out and that I should divorce him. I was very upset did not push it because he was drunk and you can’t resolve anything with a drunk. So the next day I was still upset about it and I asked him if he remembered what he said, and he did not.
I don’t know where to turn, I threatened to tell his family. That’s another thing we live 3000 miles away from our family and most of our friends. He only has drinking friends here, we live walking distance to many bars. I need help and I don’t know where to turn.

Alon on is a great organization that helps people who live with alcoholics, and or an intervention, might help but you have to find a place that helps you get him into treatment at their specific treatment centers. You can call around your area and see what kind of treatment centers ate there and how they can help.

However, I am going to be very honest here because you have had years of this and my guess is that you are an enabler which means you need help,too. Please seek help from a counselor who can help you get clarity, get out of denial, and have a plan available to stop this insanity! Living with alcoholics is insanity because reality is distorted and the alcoholic controls everything, and you walk on egg shells. I know this not by reading about it but by living with a mom and step dad who were both alcoholics and I understand the dynamics.

You need to get strong, and grow confidence and self-worth. Please, please you cannot keep letting this go because your soul is at stake here.

I care.

Dr. Maggie