I have been married to my husband for 6 years, together for many more than that. We have been together, off and on, since HS, although the marriage was always continuous. We have two children and another on the way. He is an angry drunk although only "verbally abusive", I just say he’s mean. Because of that, I’ve been very distant for several years now, because I would rather not talk to him and do everything myself then have him be mean to me. He is a great father however.
Every fight ends with "let’s get a divorce" and I always beg him to stay so we can work it out. The last time, I had enough and agreed. I felt a HUGE sense of relief and was really happy with the decision. After a week of being seperated, he begged to come back promising to make changes. Three weeks into this "bliss" he’s decided that he just wants a drink and doesn’t want me to be upset about it. I’m upset about it, and he is again saying mean things, including that he is not attracted to me. What do I do?!?

it depends on what you want out of life.if you don’t like it,get out or live with a drunk being miserable the rest of your life